Skip Fox

 

309-13, 316-27, 330-34.  sic transit gloria mundi

 

Thus does the new moon lie cradled in earth-

    light, intelligent and shy,

                                          at

       the nightly gathering, call it

 a party, Jupiter and Saturn, attendant

                          strains singing in

                                         procession,

                                                 stars entering

through a door in the east, leaving through a western door,

       the drunken wanderings of asteroids,

              Orion rising midway

                    on his journey, song

                                      on charmed

        air,

             epos, tales of glory, recensions and reticulations, deep

                   shine

                           —how will it sound on leaving?  will

                                                 it echo in your being?—

           ‘til morning breaks into

                    bud and bird like some nervous

                             reaction, I always wanted to write

about the resurrective powers of the world

                     so I have waited

    ‘til my faith is waning.

 

Perhaps Romanticism is a system of habits as Burns suggests, not a series, does he sense a presence in that system?  Waking to a silence as though someone has just spoken your name and is about to say something.

 

I was thinking this morning about transference and transformance in communication even when we hear ourselves, especially when we hear ourselves!  Surely thou shall not die, sinuous baseline from beneath a luminant corner.  Any word, say natural as a system of intertwining concepts moving like a colony of jellyfish or seaweed, as motion is given to all things living, each uniquely feeding and dying, yet each permeated with a presence, pull or longing across that gap which is what is meant by intelligence the word itself suggests, life

 

                                    is preoccupation with itself, warm

                                        rain Saturday afternoon, fields

                                                                                  running

                                                    to the horizon, ponds, trees stepped

                                           in risen green, as presence to waking

                                             dream amid such sleep as this

                                                                                   may be . . .

 

                                                                       we are preoccupied

 

Surely thou shall not die, from the recesses, canyons, articulations of flesh and mind, sensuous reticulum enfolding hands and eyes, enveloping the senses, species knowledge, knowledge before that, as sound, what is it to know anything? and to be alive, as I was telling my students, even to a portion of what’s going on at any moment can be almost all so borne of delight, why Kathy Acker drove a spike through her clit or shoved a vibrator up her cunt to write.  I might not have a future here, or anywhere I can imagine for that matter, yet everything seems to say, sotto voce singly and at once, antiphonal concrescence, caducean harmonic awash through the mind, this forgotten flower,  Surely thou shall not die.

 

 

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Sic Transit

 

We who were alive, held you in arms, welcomed you to table, to

morning, the birth of distance and clouds, now ride toward an

interval, as though it were, terrain increasingly forward into which

we pass or cross or does it open to include us as . . . what?, one

of the hosts, lost to ourselves, the vast moving in and out of

being, as a dark mouth, aura of earth at 37,000 feet, to the east, nearly

seven miles, amid the towering brows of cumulonimbus, verticals seeped

in light, the absolute structure of desire, still yet moving, depth

rising from solitudes, passing as well into what opens to receive

us, all we ever hoped it was, despaired it might be, etc.

 

Light breaks above the darkness, holds the darkness, lifts off the fabric

of its disturbance, a haze, over stretching as though it were, sheathe

over memory, lights of towns and suburbs, nested in hills, flung

across the desert, above, another darkness, drained of all but

stars, the eye travels to whatever edge there is, hangs, falls

over or rises to the lip, cup or cusp, as though it were living, barest

shimmer over darkness, quickening, the not yet diminishes as

the concealing shadow disappears, abeyance of the provisional, rootlet,

tenthril, aviary in arborescence, dovetail, the emergent coming and

going at once, torso and eye, in transit, what would we know of it, or ask?

 

Night draws on darkness, unknowing caul, unsuspected because we

were suspended, an eye in its socket, slung in orbit over a blind

world, itself suspended within the conditional while the sheer

indefinite opens each moment beneath it, that there be an end

to it, whatever it was, distensions, business, the throbbing numbness

of limb or life while engines crawl ever deeper into a space beyond

the shadows we cast, were cast by, are yet contained, wherein we

lead a life, were lead in turn by others, and by existence itself

endlessly back to where we have come, no longer towards, space

without distance, where we woke to a voice, adrift in fetal dream

 

 

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725-30.  Sic Transit

 

               Black

                            rot

                                in leaves,

             country’s negative, tissue of

        mid summer

                                   between days

                           of rain,                   weeks

                                          of drought,

 

                 a proclamation of the dead,

                                                 coffee each

                          morning,                     other leaves

                decayed            desiccated yellow         almost

      white, birds        in deep green,           thread

                         of song & flight,    cardinal

                 reel,              mocking bird    melody       woven    in  to

          arborescence, a grey-and-white cartoon,   spring

                           widens into days

                                             of summer, a primary

                      story implicit in the

                                 chemistries of Earth it-

            self        woven into the present,         three

                       morning doves                  across

             the road,        an owl      some where as        

                              heart

                                           of alto flute,

                         another in the

                                        north, hard

                                to say how far,

                     at a certain point response is

                primary,

                            cattle brawl          (what

                                  for?),                       some

                     communication in

                                    in the pond, dace

                         shimmer, sunfish spawn, tallow

                                   a brindled lace

                                              in the middle distance, how

                                                             long?    

 

 

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734-35.  Sic transit

 

                  young sycamore turns on its side

                             before the storm, then light

                         rain

 

                cars on the curve, sweet scent

                        of cantered highway, wet

                               dust and grass, hint

                                           of ozone,

 

            coming to birth within the radical of what is

                              already

                                     plethora, I thought

                        falling asleep, the rain so

                             insistent and the cars in their ratios

 

       of innocence, measure moving as

                            well, round the curve, trying

                      to get elsewhere, not otherwise, as

                 panacea

          for the stench of existence,

 

            yet deep breathing of all the senses sustains me in

                      the belief, rising, that the world is born in and through

                               us, each

                                         an imbilicus, tender

                                                   conduit for

                       thought

             as fluid tissue within which sustenance

                                      we feed its fetal

                                               dreams,

                                                             that we

 

               might find the world elsewhere or otherwise

                                       conceived ,

                                                             I sit and listen,

 

                                                           wasp slapping

                           pheremones on cypress post, hieroglyph

                                 of deepening code,

                  mechanics of spring brought to summer’s

                                        vast engine

 

 

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737.

                          velvet black cross as lace,

                 malignancy in the heart of

                                    summer, fringed rot, what

                        is birdsong except

                   a redundancy of sleeves, perhaps eyes

                                in the words themselves, fungal

                                             spots, fairy rings round

                                        tanks, clouds in high

                                               light

 

 

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502, 906-11.  sic transit

 

Kingfisher in highest cypress green

            against ciel,

                   across which pass

     three egrets, weaving

                 tiers of this world, sight

          and sound, screen of heat

                on feather and skin,

                       hide and cypress

               bough, ply upon ply,

                    they will be passing all

         day, back and forth through

                            the mesh, field

                  unto field, fishing . . .

                                                    the congress

            of being, grasshoppers, grubs, what-

                     ever passes through these blades

                 of late summer mowing, chort

                          of cardinal driven

                                from the field, mocking

                       bird more temperate in

                                       conversation, cicadan

                             drift . . .

                                       the frogs silent, cough

                          of green heron, a different room

                                    each time, pauses lovely

                                 to contemplate

 

                       For by death has been wrought

                            greater change

                                 than hath been shown.

 

               the shudder of light in breeze, a dragon-

                        fly

 

 

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Economics of Metonymy

Bronze by gold heard the hoofirons steelyringing.

—Joyce

 

Balancing as metal, its sound, the metal in its sound, itself bright, balanced in a preposition, riding the syllables through words of streets sounds off paving stone and buildings, apace yet with deliberation, as is its kind, sounds as crowds in streets to hold them off, sound of metal in its sound as abeyance is off bright walls of sound, though often dim, the sound to bounce walls off, unlike Balzac—the need for song is free though its fee’s unpaid—it sounds like someone, a wooden leg, stands up in its occupation of being sound, something he’d rather do than not though he realizes its bright absurdity also has a sound which is as discordant as well as abeyant, bronze by gold as bright hair is known by beholders everywhere and nowhere such metals are, and such hair, it is a matter of communion.  Sound is a grammar of motion as well as forms, a horse through the streets of Dublin, viceregal hoofs, and so forth before even Homer there were men Jaynes tells us who heard voices streaming in the air like hot milk, like blowing out a blind man.  If you think you’re seeing something, you think you’re seeing something.  Everything is certain, a head falls from the hand like the skull of Mary.  The universe is out of order.

 

 

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1221B26.  Sic transit

 

Neither does the world answer but

          in mute response. Cold

               wind this morning before