Jarita Davis

 

 

 

 

Atlantic Coasts

 

These boys could be in Praia,

I think.  Dried sea salt coarse

across their shoulders.  They dig

their feet into the sand, chase

 

glimmers of polished glass

and trail tracks along the shore

leaving smudges like their grandfathers

left on Cabo Verde at this age.

 

Across the ocean and decades

before, two boys called each other

in Crioulo.  I picture the brown

mountains watching from behind,

 

and the sea washing up smooth

rocks and jelly fish for them.

But they’re not in Praia, they’re here,

we’re all here, in New Bedford where

 

they dig at the beach with sticks

and face the Atlantic from the other

side.  “What are you taking

pictures of?”  The boys ask me.

 

“The beach,” I say, and they scatter

sand behind them to collect

their stash.  “Take a picture of this,”

the younger one suggests, holding

 

a twisted clump of seaweed

and goo.  The older boy is serious.

He carries stones with important

colors for me to photograph.

 

Our tie to each other

and to the past is the water.

They do not discover

and uncover bits from shore,

 

their home, to remember lost

family in Cabo Verde.  This

is where they are.  This is where

we are.  “Take a picture of this,”

 

the younger one offers, grinning

at the snail peering from its shell.

 

 

 

 

Defining The Morna

 

I want the violin strings that scrape along

this voice’s tremor to make an image

for you, a piney rosemary bush I can

run my palms up the sides of, offer

my cupped hands to your nose and mouth

to breathe its swoon from my damp skin

 

full and heavy and pleading to be held,

these images should have more water

like poems that come to me in the shower

and shake my footing loose from the tub

as I teeter and slip and hear my own voice

calling “please don’t—“ above the falling water

 

the night we left the shutters open

to the old rolling sea scraping back

the sand and chasing itself into the ocean

the salt waves’ voice sang the same,

but it was entirely new, you and I, lying

together in bed, lying too close to touch

 

I step from the shower, wipe the water

from my shoulders -- there should be

more water—forgetting something, that poem

given to me before I caught myself

from falling, and stood upright again

under the warm slippery spray

 

this is the morna, a hymn to longing,

a lyric of faded illusions from a voice

forgotten in the wet, begging without

remembering why the scent of rosemary

leaves us faint and how a moment that waits

for dawn makes old serenades our own

 

 

 

 

Dreaming in Criolu or,

Why I Romanticize the Old Country

 

I dream of Cabo Verde every night now.

A family that owns a corner store there

remembers me from nights before.

We smile, nod, point between stacked rice

bags and ceramic statues of the Virgin.

 

Sometimes, I follow faint sounds

guitars, violins, accordions

through narrow brown and yellow streets.

I step over uneven cobblestones beneath white

sheets where a praça opens up.  Above a crowd

circling gray and brown, with tambourines and finger cymbals,

a woman with a bright mouth and dress

sings to Christmas lights strung from street lamps.

 

I’ve only visited Papa’s broken fishing islands

in visions, where a wheelbarrow jerks his father

forward, hopping and lurching behind.

A black scarf covers his mother’s head, she leans

over the milk canister and a boy brings his calf

to its family waiting beneath a stone archway.

 

Brava held him in its worn nets.  Too poor to keep him,

his memories became mine.  Today I have learned

to say, Bom dia, and tonight I will not point, but speak

with my family in their cramped corner store.

 

 

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